So there's this boy.
There has always been this boy.
He's all i ever wanted,
And i'm just, so small compared to everything he is.
I have confidence, except around him, he melts everything i am.
He's that boy that i love, no matter who i'm with, where i am, why i'm there.
He's that boy that i can stare at, think of, and never get bored.
He's that boy i've always imagined being with.
He's that boy who sees right through me, but doesn't actually see me.
He's everything everything everything, and all i want is him to think of me.
I've always dreamed of him and me.
I hope, but hope brings you down.

I love him, always will, even when he turns me down.